I am so happy and grateful that I had the opportunity to chat with my cousin this week. You know one of those cousins that you meet on Day One, and you all click like best friends.
“Each year of growth I realize. I’m not who I thought I was. To be completely transparent, who I am on display is a diluted version to adapt to each situation.
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Her music brought me through some painful, rocking myself to sleep, sobbing, gasping for breath and snotty nose times. My emotions, love for people and misunderstandings of love, kept me in bondage. I remember wanting love so bad, so bad that I would do anything for it.
I’ve been the girl that sought others (solely) for affirmation. Such as hey look at me, and tell me I’m pretty, tell me I’m enough, tell me I’m valuable. I call that, an energy vampire, those were my teen years and I’m not proud of it.
Breathe for those who can longer take in the breath of life.
Breathe for those who have been stripped of their precious lives, forgotten, their photos shared with a hashtag, as some pray, some take action, some pause to catch themselves…
“Weary just won’t let me rest,Kari Jobe — Find You On My Knees
And fear is filling up my head,
God I’m longing for You”
We often take for granted the very things that we do every day that deserve our gratitude the most.
It’s 2 AM and my mind won’t stop racing. You know it’s actually happening, when after watching the last movie many movies ago, you realize you’re wide awake and those 2 AM thoughts takeover.